Released

I couldn't even look you in the
eyes,
after you swallowed my heart.
I guess I stayed,
because the only thing
I know how to do,
is look towards the light.
Something is different.
I
broke our
hands
held tight,
and retreated
into the dark of my
mind.
I tried to hold onto the light,
but when emotions are consumed
everything is reversed.
Always in my head,
you sit
and hold me,
back from the light
outside
of my mind, because of the love.
You consumed it,
poisoned me.
You showed me no mercy as you
ripped my love
of friends and family to shreds.
Thank you for not burning the pieces.
Their fragments, are back together
and you are
ripped,
burned,
and spat on.
Your ashes,
blow away in the mind;
a memory.
I'm sure you are only in my head,
and on this page
because of,
Emotion,
controlling everything.
Emotion is the spirit,
that leaves when we pass.
And when I die and rise above,
you will leave my body.
The body that felt the pain
you inflicted upon it,
will be motionless
and the spirit will know the
Impact,
for eternity.
I often think too far into
the abyss of human
Thought
and action.
For the path we take,
and the people we effect,
are all we remember.
You will always be
here in my
Heart.
I've accepted wherever we go,
you will always,
in one way or another
affect what I do.
What decisions I make.
I release the pain
the love
the spirit,
Into the wind.